It came to me in the car, travelling to work. This was no Zen moment really, just listening to a poet. They often hang round and surface stuff that you hadn’t really thought about in a while.
What he said, sizzled the skin. That time of darkness – yes, that one – had taken me to a hard, tight and unyielding place. My mind had been buried alive.
It’s a long story, with pain so deep, but somehow I had come to a threshold and crossed over and saw in the dark, the light, the buried beauty and glory of my messiness.
That the wildness was now set free. That just naming it, helped.